I know I am aging myself, but this was my favorite movie growing up and who would ever think that I would live the movie (Love Story). Where do I even start now that my heart is broken for the rest of my life. This has been a very difficult Journey, watching someone beautiful strong and loving man deteriorate. His brain was going with his fight for cancer. I can say it truly been some very challenging times for us, we fought very hard. I really believed I could fight and save my best friend forever. I surely tried, went against all the doctors recommendation. I would remind them God was in control. Although, we knew it was coming, this is still so hard and nothing prepares you for this. Especially someone that always shown love and respect for all he did. Most loving man I ever met. We wanted more time but want to thank God for his Grace and Mercy and allowing us to fight for doctors never gave him as much time as we had, but again still very hard. It hasn’t yet hit me that I’m no longer a caretaker. I would do it all over again, but I will be his wife forever. He will be my heart forever. I never knew how much you can love someone. It was not easy, this journey. We got frustrated and mad and heartbroken and overwhelmed, but for me, today at least, it felt worth it. I poured into all I have to save him, but it was truly in God’s hand and plans. I am with peace with that. I have to be there for my family for he was more than a step dad but a best friend to both my daughter and son-in-law. Let’s not forget the bond our little Princess had with him. She call everyday if she was not here, she facetimed her poppa. She been calling and mad at me for I do not put poppa on facetime. She trying to understand when I say he is with God. They loved him unconditional, they made him first full of love. He made them priority and they made him priority. So much love, just wish we could of had more time, but we are blessed to have so much love from a beautiful man, my husband and more than step-dad. A true dad and awesome poppa. The love of my life will now be my angel forever and my last love. 💔🙏😢🇺🇸
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