Kimmy,
I went to your wake service on Saturday and I couldn't bring myself to say goodbye, I still have you as the last person i spoke to on that Friday before you left us. I think about all the fun times we had together at work and the times we went to lunch and fought over who was going to pay the bill that i finally realized i had to pay when i got up to go to the bathroom. I miss your infectious smile. I miss you calling me and saying girl guess what happened. I remember when you came and knocked on my door and i was like what are you doing here and you said i am here to walk your dogs and that same day you fell and chipped your tooth and didn't tell me. That is the person you were. You never said no, I could call you at five to five and you would say where and when. No one went hungry if you were called. I remember you coming back to the office after going home for the day to get food to take to a client. When Marlon got promoted we all said no one would be able to fill his shoes but you proved us all wrong. you filled them and beyond. You went above and beyond. My regrets are not seeing you more often, not making the time to meet your family that you spoke of so much. JoJo this , my kids that. My in-laws LOL. We had some great laughs. I do regret the missed lunches where we both always had to work and couldn't make it. The girls trip we planned, the road trip that never was. Your dogs that you told me about meeting mine. My heart aches that I will never be able to recoup that time with you. We shared the love of the Gators, you know they won the basketball championships this year. I will continue to talk to you because i know you will hear me until we meet again. We still need to see the northern lights. I will always carry you in my heart and i will try to be the person you always knew me to be.